The main reason I applied for disability is my back. Once I was able to sit up I tried searching for possibilities based on my symptoms and with out a doubt I have herniated disks if not other problems. This alone, when the jelly like fluid of the disk is pushing on nerves and/or has damaged nerves is on the list of requirements for disability. It's not simply back pain, my back is Damaged, been having these problems since I was 18 with 3 or so sever cases that caused me to lose jobs and be out of work for many months, this last case blew my mind, I didn't realize I could experience that much pain. Anyway so, it's been a year, I can't walk very far or stand very long or sit for very long without numbness to the point I can't walk straight, even before the numbness, my leg strength is Very weak compared to before, to the point its difficult to walk normal.

I suspect I will get disability based on my back, the mri and such. Though I wanted to see the psychiatrist about my suicidal thoughts, my rage problems, my inability to have social interactions, and my anxiety problems. Its almost unheard of that someone with a severe back injury will not have depression problems and anxiety disorders brought about by the back injury itself. I suspect I have bi polar disorder, maybe schizophrenia, or somewhere in the middle hell I dont know lol. Some days its a beautiful world and I can hear something or something can happen and I loose it.

I was basically out of options, kill myself, or ask for help. The clinics wouldn't help me, they wouldn't deal with my back issue and the ones that would wanted hundreds to see me. I got on the internet and came across Social Security Disability. It turns out I've paid in enough to social security disability insurance to be eligible in case I become injured and can no longer work for a period of a year or more.

Back to what I said earlier, about the Aliens. I absolutely believe in aliens and that they have made contact and the government is withholding this information from the public, this is where I make the leap to them being involved in government.