I'm scared but I suppose that anyone in this situation would be! I also wonder what effect it will have on the rest of my life...will I have insurance issues, will work findout, would anyone ever want to marry some who's been in a psych facility.
Sometimes I think that it's the right thing for me know but, at what cost in the end?

By the way I want to thank you and the few others who have been responding. Somehow it's been helpful to be able to ask these questions...probably because of the aninimity. But also the care and concern you've all shown.