I have my follow-up appointment tomorrow afternoon. I am hoping for it to be nothing like the last session.

I did start coming down from the high. Last night or late yesterday was when my mood started changing. Calming down is kinda mixed this time. Never experienced it quite like this. I will either feel really good but have that huge feeling of dread in my stomach or I am just really down. Up and down all day long. It is not terrible or anything ... just different. I bet they probably wonder what the heck hit them at work today!

I am not sure if this is the easy landing that I was hoping for!?.

I started this thread new even though it was an update from the High and Excited thread. I looked back at that thread and found that I posted in it more than anyone and it is evident that I wasn't exactly "normal" ... even for me! I think I posted all over the place. I felt like a puppy in a new place ... just checking out everything. I tried to delete the High and Excited post but found out that there was a 24 hour magic window in which you can delete a thread.

Sorry guys. Kinda embarrassed.

Anyway ... I had kinda hoped some of the "up" part (whew ... not all of it) had lasted until after my appointment tomorrow. It would have been nice to just be up in there after the last time.