It is sad that there is more to the story. Late last night, I got a text from my so call friend. This text was his way to justify what he had said to me. He starts off by saying that he had never mess around with anyone. No one stay the night at his place nor did he stay at anyone’s place, since me. That all he is doing is “talking” to someone. Because he wants to take things slow and not rush into anything. He say that he love and care about me but he don’t want to speed things up. Then he say that if I want to talk or come over and talk in person, that he is down for that. If not then he will stay out of my life. It is my choice.
I do not get him at all. In my opinion he did a very bad job at justifying himself. It does not make it right to be talk to someone when he is trying to be with me. I know if I did that to him, that he would be mad as hell with me. How can he say that he wants to take slow with me and is talk to another person? He does not love or care about me at all. If he truly did love and care about me, he would not treat me so badly. I do not understand why he would want to talk about everything now. I think that he is not okay with not being in my life. (All this is what was going through my head last night when I read the text.)
So I text him back saying that I have to think some things over. And I’m really hurt by you right now. He text me back saying to let him know what’s good? That he was not trying to hurt me. He trying to take things super slow. I did not say anything back to him.
I think he was trying to say sorry to me. But he never said I’m sorry for hurting you. I do want to talk to him because I want to clear the air and everything. I really don’t think that we will every get the time to talk to each other. Only time will tell what will happen between us.