I'll try to keep this short. Hi. I recently felt the same, still sorta do. I went & help. New meds, regualr therapy etc. I was looking for a miracle & to feel 100% better. Shmeh. I feel maybe 10-20% better. I s'pose that's better than nothing. I just say to you, like to me, either keep trying for little gains, or give up & quit; but which you choose, make sure you do well. I do think it's better to be alive, just a bit hehe. Take care. Please keep me posted xo