Thanks CantExplain and Echos- sigh that is hard to do though- to bring this up.... I realized though today that March 2012 is my end of therapy with this unless T sees fit to continue a bit longer, then I realized that in Feb 2012 my boyfriend wants to move, and Idk if that will be in the county or another :-?.... I will try to bring this up with my Therapist.... I see what you guys are saying though to get feed back is best, and that it is partially a problem... sigh, I am not sure if it is with in myself or a fear of being left though- cuz I have found some of the things in Therapy has helped, but yet I am failing to continue to do some things (Simi self destruction of self and a relationship, I guess which I suppose is best than what I use to do)

Thanks though! I will try to have courage- I am afraid to tell T how i think some times though due to I fear then she will leave, or that it will start for her to think to if she had not already been thinking it... blah (fears I know)