YOU know what? - I realize that I am SCARED....... scared that the new HOPE that has finally come over the horizon will not last or that it is not really true.
I FEAR that my husband's new way of being will not last....... that it will all pass away, that I will wake up and see that is was but only another dream.

My LIFE > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >


LoVe,
Rhapsody -

P.S.
Why won't my feelings / fears let me see HIM as he is today and not as he use to be?