Rainbow, I probably am angry with someone else. Most likely me. It is so hard to trust, and when I get hurt I close myself off. I have never confronted anyone in my life, I just don't know how to, so I book.

Jaybird, I am really good at hiding.

I know I need to have this conversation with someone at some point, because it's eating me up. Thank you for being so kind and supportive. I think I'll call T today and set up something.