YUP, funny thing i used to think that i was naturally just more of a loner maybe, not so much of a social person, oddly enough now that i am actually stable on medication and not depressed i rarely stay home, and i am actually involving myself in activities like for example i started a student council at my college, i go to meetings and talk to people all the time. This might be the more me, then the me who doesn't need anyone, who sits at home wishing the sun would stop shining into her room.