oh the feeling of nothing matters-- for me it can twine into so many things, giving up, flat, empty, not to give a flying monkey behind about it---etc


Some times it is a good feeling, I suppose that is the side of me that just wants to give up so It is getting what it wants, or at least pushing for it's thoughts on the whole manner of me
Or another side of say F it- do what I want, let it all come in and no matter the consequences
Yet there are some times, it is awful, and I have to pull up the part of me that remembers either 1) it is not that bad or 2) I can't hurt others with the action of giving into the one part...

Nothing matters any more, but yet some how it all matters still... conflict is a B!tch is it not? !! sorry for being jokingly cruel :P

I personally try to stay away from the top two

I do hope you all well, and in the time of nothing matters, for you all to find the strength in you to do what does matter.