
Estee
I don't know you but I know your pain. Last week was tough for me and didn't think I was going to make it. Had to call in reinforcements. But today, I feel great! Who knows why or how and I'm not going to question it.
I guess what I'm trying to say is that I agree with other posts here: we have good days and bad days. Survive the bad days using the tools you've developed (write them down for the bad days if you need to) and revel in the good days.
I hope your pain ends soon, really I do! The place you are in is no fun and it hurts and is confusing and just yucky!
Safe, Gentle Hugs, If okay,
Songbird
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"It is good to have an end to journey toward, but it is the journey that matters in the end.