Well, thanks everyone, hubby says son is twisting things about and I am not doing the things he says. I just know I feel like crap. I feel like it for many reasons but if one of you want to rob a bank for me I will feel a little better, just don't get caught. It's funny but being seen as unworthy by the business community hurts. Weird.

I think I am just going to mope around and feel sorry for myself and tomorrow I bring an older friend to easter to be with family members a few hours away. I will do it for her but I need to say I am not at all looking forward to a bunch of strangers and an Easter dinner when I am vegetarian. Oh well, it will get my mind off myself. Thanks for all of the support. I think that I am having trouble discussing this stuff even in T. I have put up a wall and it's not coming down easily, even if I don't want it there. All I can do is keep trying.