No worries on the morbidity, Venus. (If I wrote what is truly in my head on this subject, suffice to say that it would need to be removed.) I think the fleeting "what ifs" are pretty normal, but...
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Originally Posted by Beebizzy
...- I feel like the above all the time...Sometimes I think I accept so much as 'normal' because I don't know any better.
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yeah, this. So my perspective may be off...
In terms of dealing with it, I really don't. It is always there. Greater or lesser percentage of time, but never gone. Never will be. I believe it is just part of my nature.
Whether that is twisted or not is fair game for debate...
The degree undoubtedly falls into the pathological, but again, I think it is just part of my nature, and it doesn't bother me in the least. Which is probably pathological in itself...
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Beebizzy! Missbelle, you
are a survivor!)