I just got done with my appt. I'm so damn frustrated and I feel like crying. Couldn't see him last week because appt times were messed up.

Told him about this toxic guy I have been hanging out with over the weekend. All he said was get rid of him, and find a decent man and that will get rid of your depression.!! I think he could tell I was irritated and I was so I spoke up to him more than I have in the past. I questioned if that was even healthy and I want to be happy 1st w/o a man. His anwser? No one is really happy outside a relationship! Hmmmm

Then I asked him how long he sees me in therapy. He said some take months some years, I asked am I one of those that may be years... He says maybe.
Only 20 min in session I said I don't know what to talk about and he said ok let's end I'll see you Friday! I said really that's it?! He said you have nothing to talk about & I told him I'm having a hard time opening up. I need him to ask me questions and he asked some superficial question about my dad.

I asked him how therapy is supposed to work, to just talk about day 2 day issues and he said yeah, and deep issues too. I said we haven't gotten into deep issues. He just told me yes we have, your ex (1 session). I wanted to say I need like 5 sessions for that. He can't even get his name right!

I left feeling so irritated and I know he could tell. I'm going to write him a mssg on his Facebook cause I don't have his email. He will probably terminate me but I don't care.

He ended my session 10 min early. I feel like he's only in it for the $$!! We don't talk about real issues at all & when I get the guts to bring it up, he comes up with some quick a hole solution and that's the end of that. Wtf am I paying for.

This sucks cause I was unsure o him at first but gave it a chance. It's clear he doesn't give a f***. Now I have to find a new one and start all over. What a waste. I really just want to cuss him out but I won't.

I know some replies will probably be make a list of your issues so u can discuss in session, even if I did we don't go in DEPTH about it. It's like chit chat about it 10 minutes and that's resolved! No.

Ugh god I'm so angry, frustrated, sad. This just sucks. I was hoping for so much more....