I can't do holidays. Is just that I can't get execited like other ppl do. I can't get into the holiday thing. Just flat. Don't have an emotion for any holidays. Makes me sad cause I wish I could get execited and into doing things for holidays. But there's nothing. I can't stand being around ppl at holiday get togethers. I just stand there and watch ppl smile and laugh. I'm just not able to do that. Don't know if it's the depression or if I just don't have the social stills to interact with a group of ppl. I don't feel shy around ppl. Just not happy I guess.

Monty