Last months I've been getting more miserable by the day. Its been hard trying to deal with life. To share some about my situation, I'm an exchange student in the USA, but what was once a dream, is now a living hell, I am currently not living with my host parents anymore, but with the mother of one of them, my original host parents are 2 guys, a gay couple. I had alot of issues there, one of the host parents was bipolar, but refuses to take his meds. It was a very unstable place to be. During my stay(I've been there since august) about a month ago, my grandma passed away. That was hard to cope with. There has been many things in my past that contribute to this. But its to much to go into right now.
I've been Struggling alot, Im trying to change families, the first time it didn't work out, they couldnt find anyone, but im giving it one more shot, otherwise im going back home. I can't really cope with all this crap anymore, and im so far away from everything that kept me from giving up before.