Isn't there some way you can contact the original group that placed you here? What a mess! They certainly did not screen the people that well. Although maybe they had no way of knowing the one guy was not taking his meds.
To not be home and in a strange country has got to be stressful anyway. You have been dealing with a lot and frankly should be happy that you are still doing that well. Good for you!!
I am so sorry about your grandma passing and you not being home.It was good you vented here. I think it helps just to put it on paper. I have done that and went "wow...I know why I am depressed and I have a right to be!"
Hopefully you are in touch with your family and they are supportive . I am glad you posted though..We look at people and think everyone is o.k. but its so its nice to hear personal stories. I am glad you shared that. Well things have got to get better!!!I hope they do and soon!!!!
Keep me posted on the situation. You were very brave to even come here. Sorry it was not at all what you expected it to be!!
Hugs;
p.s. I just love the kitty pic..."I has a sad"
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