I am currently In contact with the organization that placed me here, they want to try and help before I go back, they have been informed that I want to leave otherwise. He(one host parent) was emotionally abusive to me, at least in my perception. Even now he tries to make me feel like crap, but he makes sure that whatever he says I cannot use against him.
I have been on PC for almost a year now, will be November 22th, after the loss of a close member, I've been away from the forums for the most part. But I realize it'll be good for me to seek help here, even though I am in the chats very often. I feel kinda abandoned by the organizations, like they don't care about me enough to actually do anything. I'm in a bad situation, I want out, even though the woman i'm with isn't bad to me, its still same family, and she is never home, never does anything, completely different from me, in every single way, and also very religious. wich I am most certainly not.