In a word, yes. I've been obsessed and lured. Wasn't a bridge (afraid of heights), but that's not the point. Trying to decide how to put this next part... I was able to recognize that it was the BP running the show because the thing I was lured to was sooo not me (even in the twisted parts of my brain). At the time, I was also extremely impulsive, which I knew could very well override everything. In an instant. Obsessed, depressed but agitated and impulsive. A very dangerous combo. Managed somehow to have enough sense to steer clear of it. Regardless of why or whether one might recognize it being the BP talking, it IS the BP talking.

When you say doc, is it T or a Pdoc by chance? It would be good to talk to them about this. Believe me, it would be far from the first time they've heard it.
Sheba976 Don't risk even going there, ok?