Does anyone else turn into the cry baby from the blue lagoon in response to stress? When I start a new job, I worry about getting fired for the first six months. I have been at my current job for over two years and the employees who worked there when I started remember my crying at work. I think a co-worker caught me again today.
I want to get a good job. How am I ever going to get a good job when I can't even imagine myself having a good job? I would probably just cry all over and worry myself into a headache about the idea of getting fired. I hate work. I hate having to depend on someone else for money. I cry in the grocery store after school sometimes. I have cried in class sometimes. A AAAAA! Am I a big cry baby? Why does my own positive thinking seem to malfunctioning? I used to be pretty decent at positive thinking and perception shifting.