as some of you or most of you know I lost my mother in law Tuesday. she was a dear friend as well. I am having a difficult time dealing with this since we didn't get to view her body. there is no closure for me. all I saw was a box at the cemetary. we never even went to the funeral home. My father in law wanted it this way but to me I just can't seem to get thru this like it happened. Thank all of you for your prayers and love.