The day after I had the good conversation with her, I had a horrible one. One in which I was blamed for everything and basically told that I was a horrible employee. That conversation made me feel awful; it took everything in me to not cry and scream "can't you see I am depressed and you are making it worse". She keeps telling me I am negative and have a bad attitude, but I am not doing it on purpose. She doesn't understand. I am done talking to my supervisor. It has become obvious lately though that my supervisor thinks that I really did do nothing. She has asked me if I knew how to do two things that I have been doing for several months now. Today is going to be hard as we have our monthly meeting and then we all have to go out to eat afterwards. I have no desire to even see anyone today, let alone have to go out to eat and try to pretend to be happy. I seriously want to call in sick.