I hear ya. I worked in an "inside room" (no windows) back when OJ was in jail (mid 90's), so I drew some bars on a sheet of paper with a "tree" off in the "distance", and taped it high above my desk and when people asked, I told them it was the view from OJ's cell window, that even HE had a better view than I did! Are you allowed to decorate or bring in any personal items, or not? I've read that really does help if you can. My extreme sympathies, really. To where just coming in in the morning, looking at the same dam hallway, made me want to scream. I couldn't stay at the same job more than a few years.