[quote=Chatnoir;2103371]It isn't my choice to be this way, it's not like I was given the option of being depressed or well and thought that depression sounded like the way to go.
I have been struggling with this for over 11 years, if it was so simple as to choose to get better I would, I feel as if my own brain has betrayed me. I don't know, maybe you're right and I'm just too weak of a person to make myself be better.

You're right. If we could "choose" to be happy, everyone would be happy all the time. I honestly can't believe he said that in the first place...