I am doing a bit better today....when my friend came home last night she had had a bad night at work so we went for a drive. Just drove arround...for like an hour, and spent like an hour in Wal-mart looking at toys and such. We both relaxed a bit...I didn't completly tell her what I was feeling, but she could tell I needed some time to just vent too.
Thanks for all your support.

Darlene