My kids are getting into the pre teen now and need me less. I am on disability and I often think I "should" go back to work. Can I handle going back to work tho? Well for me the answer really is no.

I struggle with this all to often. And boring yes, it can be even tho I have a zillion hobbies. Plus there is always volunteer work to test out the waters. I was just struggling with this issue hard. But in the end I started going to bikram yoga three days a week and am focusing on bringing my mind and body together, working on my spirituality, mindfulness, and feeding my body healthful foods ( working in the anorexia) and I decided this can be my work for now, achieving balance in this way.

It's really hard to know where that balance lies until we try on a few things. Is there some volunteer work you could try out to get a sense of what you could take on ?