I have been in recovery for three years from anorexia. Doing well. But i miss it. I really miss how skinny i was. I looked better then. Lots better. I want to go back to it. Id rather be skinny than normal weight.

I dont have to be eating this much. I could get by on less.
I dont have to eat so much.
Dont have to be soooo healthy and big.

I just want skinny back. Thats all.

Thanks for just letting me get my thoughts out.