I want to recreate this feeling when I see my therapist tomorrow but I don't know how It makes me wish I'd never said anything and that last week had never happened.

I always have dreams of my therapist disapproving of me, or even yelling at me. The night before my session last week I dreamt that I was guided to sit across a desk from her to do therapy in this huge room of TONS OF OTHER PEOPLE sitting across their therapists doing therapy. And I froze up and I couldn't say anything because there were so many people who could hear and so my therapist guided me back to a more private area and said "How are you?" but I was so distressed that I couldn't answer, and she said, "Well, it looks like we're done here. I'm ending my practice, getting married, and moving to another country! Bye!"

Uhgh. And then after that session last week I had the first dream I've EVER HAD where she and I connected. I dreamt that I put my head on her knee and she stroked my hair and I was loved.

This is so lame. What am I supposed to talk about tomorrow?? What did I do right last time?? I don't know what to put on the "agenda" for the day...