I feel isolated, like I'm on a foggy island and no one will ever find me. I don't know if I want to be found. All I feel up to of late is sleeping. I just want to sleep forever. My aunt just died, and I know I will have to go through the grieving process but what if I can't make it through? I'm not a strong person and I have a lot of 'I can't' thoughts. I don't know what I'm looking for by writin this. Maybe just expression?? I've struggled with depression in the past and I don 't want to go down that road again but I'm so scared I will because I'm not strong. I feel like I'm drowning.