Also, I had held myself back for so long. I always worried I couldn't handle school or the stress. I won't lie, there was a few times I was so overwhelmed I cried my eyes out and wanted to quit. I then saw my other classmates freaking out worse than me and they are not bipolar. I honestly believe we can do anything we put our minds too. Try out a few classes first and see how it goes for you jump in the deep end. Maybe test the waters and see if you enjoy it.