I can feel it creeping ... Ever so close it moves toward me daily. The darkness, my heart grows heavy, the sun doesn't seem so bright. The night, predictable, inevitable that's when it grasp me... Gently. Comforting it covers me like a warm heavy blanket, familiar. I know this darkness, I relate to the empty whirlwind of thought. I know you. My mind knows what to think as my body feels the weight of the darkness. The sadness, only a part, the tears mere symptoms of it's presence. Yet I welcome the darkness, I know you and I will slay no Dragons today.
If I run the journey will be fruitless, the darkness will always win. To hard to fight against a constanent, I've always known you. Sometimes, like now, I don't want to fight but embrace the darkness , it's familiar , I understand it. So easy to embrace the darkness , like slipping into a warm bath ... Inviting and soothing.. It's where I belong ... In the darkness. No one sees you In the darkness, actions, words, sadness it all hidden behind the shadows the darkness works to cast. Shhhh, someone may hear us as we plot the tie that binds , the darkness has come calling and I will slay no Dragons today.