Lately, I have just been getting weirder and weirder. At work, I will be fine, in a great mood...happy and whatnot then all of a sudden I either get really really angry, depressed and somewha suicidal or i get to such a high state of hyperness I can't function. Like my mind wont slow down and I can't concentrate to complete whats at hand. For example....doing a transaction, I might drop stuff, mess up super bad, or like be totally loud and obnoxious. I can't handle all the changes, its so infuriating. One minute, I am happy and the next I have violent thoughts directed toward someone who has done nothing. And, whats worse, I take 450 mg of Wellbutrin XL...but I STILL get really depressed at times. I started cutting again just recently...gah. I am at a loss for words. Any help?!? I'm not sure whats going on with me?