no i have not called and no i have not started the food journal..

I will buy a book today for the food journal.. and I will think about calling the doc.. it has subsided a little so it is not a worrysome to me.. but still a little..

I am just scared that if I call him he will take me off it and put me back on the pain pills I do not want to go back on them.. I like not walking around in a dazed and confused look all the time..

My mind is actually working right now..
I can remember yersterday and I can also start to remeber the thigns I need to for my classes which I so deerly need to do for school.. If I loose a little weight (225lbs) it will not bug me.. in the slightest.. I am only supposed to weight195 for my height and body mass.. So I am nto worried about that..

Thank you for caring trust me it means a great deal to me Emily.. you really do not know how much it does mean

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The Toa pours our everthing into life --
It is cornucopie that never runs dry.

It is the deep source of everything--
it is nothing and yet in everything.