lexie, I have read a few posts of yours now, and I have always held my tongue.

This is a very unhealthy relationship for you. You are the other woman, and given the chance he will always go back to his wife. He has already shown that to you over, and over again. The reason he keeps on coming back to you, is because you are always there for him.

I honestly have no idea what you see in him. You seem like a very kind hearted, caring person. He doesn't deserve the love and compassion you reserve in your heart for him. Wouldn't you rather be with someone who puts you first? Wouldn't you rather be in a relationship where you don't have to compete for affection with a wife and family? Where you don't have to put up with his indecision, and his constant back and forth pining, not knowing who he wants to be with, all the while going to and from various court appearances, jail, whatever?

Don't you think you deserve a normal relationship, with a normal guy, who just loves you? Nothing complicated, no drama, no script to a bad soap opera, just plain loves you?

That's your answer.