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Originally Posted by Secretum
((One Down)) I understand. I've never been hospitalized, and the prospect scares me. I've lied about how sui I feel to my pdoc and tdoc because I'm afraid they'll force me to go inpatient. And the times when I have come close to making an attempt, the nights when I was scared of myself? The times when any sensible person would get emergency help? I'd make excuses to myself to avoid getting it.
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Me too. I'm more terrified of being hospitalized than almost anything else, and many years ago, I covered up sui attempts so that I wouldn't get sent involuntarily. It never even occurred to me to get emergency help.
Moving forward, however, I'm taking this stuff a little more seriously...