Guys, I do not have the ability to trust people! Every word, action and facial expression is examined. When something 'strikes' me, I spend my time thinking about it.
There have been many times my suspicions have been discounted when and if I have the courage to confront people with my thoughts. That amplifies my 'intense' mind! Are they lying? Because I was certain I heard or perceived it a different way.
I think for this reason, I exclude people from my life. I only want my kids, I trust them. I do have the one friend I talk to but I often mistrust her.
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