I'm feeling a little "better" now that I'm in a mixed-state. Irritated as all heck and getting flashes of thoughts in my mind about taking "drastic" steps to annoyances (like the thought of drilling a hole in my head to relieve a headache). I feel drained by this latest episode - I'm not bouncing out of it like I have in some past episodes. I don't feel like doing anything anymore.
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