Yes it certainly is a roller coaster. I relate to thos feelings while in a state of hypomania too...however, my recent 'manic' episode have seen these feelings spiral into another dimension. Truth is...I don't, ever, want to go back to that weeping mess that 'feels' everything. It's too much like hard work. Or maybe I have finally cracked? I mean, I am only human afterall.....maybe all this 'feeling' nonsense has finally tipped me over the edge.....