1st. smile..big big smile & then sigh of relief.
2. pay off my bills.
3. buy a new "big ugly" aka car
4. look for my own house to buy & move out of the apartment from hell.
(small, 2 bedroom, fireplace, 4 acres totally fenced, near friends)
5. buy a camper

ok...

then donate a chunk of moola to the basset rescue.
donate more to all my friends who have been so generous to me
donate to other charities

relax...enjoy the security of knowing that life just got easier.

oh & wait for my evil brother & sister to show up at my doorstep...after 20 years of being out of my life & screwing me over while i took care of our mentally ill mother & made the hard decisions.....just because they are on the doorstep doesn't mean they are going to get anything...see ya!

not that i have given this any thought or anything....(like every other night...)

like the song says.."if i had a million dollars...."