The sad/anger/frustration is all me. It's about a lot of things, and I am sick of it.

I have tried, for a month, to get a call back from my pdoc. Every time it's the same. We gave him the message, we'll give it to him again. Every time, no call back.

I'm to the point now that I just don't care. I'm ready to stop meds because they don't help. Maybe if I am off of everything else, I can get some sleep. I have to try something. I can't handle 3-5, occasionally 6 hours of sleep anymore.

I'm not even really at the point of cutting now. I'm just done with the meds, I can't handle this anymore. I'd have to change my main antidepressant as of January 1st, so I might as well do it now