Me pre-hospitalization~terrified of hospital
Me post-hospitalization~not terrified of hospital
I was so terrified of the hospital and psych ward before I had been there, really it wasn't that bad in my case. I was really scarred of going also because I am a single mother with three kids. But things work out, they do.
Just make sure you take care of yourself, do what you need to do to get well. That is really what matters most right now.