awe- friends- poke them with a stick but yet want them around..... I so hear what you mean all- friendship for me is strife as well- not that I get chaotic friends but I have issues with having relationships with them, the ones that don't understand things, the ones that do and relate... ya know even with the few family members i talk to i get told that i am bothering them- i like call maybe 3 times a year- and I am a bother- whatever- I am a jolly person to talk to B1tch3s LOL sorry I have been odd today

but i hear ya.