Thank you! ((((((((((Sky))))))))))))

There is time that I hate myself so much that if someone would tell me that I will die the next second, I would reply thank you. But, I have 3 children that love me. So I'm fighting very hard to not hate myself so much, if only for them. For me, it is not a "need" to love myself but only to hate myself just a bit less so that I can keep on going.

When someone sees something that they think I do well and they say it to me, I can feel that I did do something well but the thing is " I don't want to feel it. I refuse to feel it " and this is when I destroy the compliment. There is a reason why I do this.

There is a reason behind everything.