Hi I'm X and I have been diagnosed for 3 years. I have Bipolar NOS but some psychotic episodes, seems to be rapid cycle, and lots and lots of mixed states. I'm 32 but my last doc said due to what I have told him of my past I have had this since early adolesence. I am not in treatment at this time and not on meds. I am also pregnant but this is my third pregnancy without treatment (previous two were even without diagnosis.)

I've been in a three month long depressive/mixed cycle. Feeling totally disconnected, isolated, and thought I would join something where other people might understand a little bit. I have no one to talk about my illness with. I have been unsuccessful at finding treatment that I stick with. I guess I've been this way so long I just don't know how else to be.

Anyway, nice to meet you all.