So. I hadn't cut for a week or so. Only because my boyfriend said that for every time that I cut he'd swallow a razor blade. Pretty good motivation... right? Yeah... that's what I thought too. Buuuuutttt.... I screwed it up. I tore up my arm pretty good... bad? I'm not sure anymore....... but it's really scratched up. "Scratched up" doesn't even begin to describe it actually..... but yeah. I just thought I should update, 'cause I haven't been on in a while. Oh, and I'm seeing my psychiatrist on Friday and we're going to talk about adjusting my meds. (I'm on seroquel and depakote. We're gonna increase the depakote and keep the seoquel the same.) Hope everyone else is doing good.