Wait, I think I've got it figured out why I have the attachment. See, I can't really be attached to T because I don't know her at all. So, this is what I've come up with. T is a placeholder, she's a representation. She's not her.

For me, she represents potential. So, my attachment to T is actually attachment to MY potential. I want to change, I want to grow, I want to be authentic, I want to find my true self. All of that is my potential. So, when I go into session I'm consciously and with focus trying to gain all of that. So, my eagerness to see T is my own eagerness to fulfill my potential. It's a yearning to see ME! I'm attached to myself.

Hey, is that good insight or what? Or is it all bullsh*t?