Zoo oh my gosh dear sweetie! I am so very sorry. I can not imagine........well yes I can. I have that same fear. I am hoping that you can really lean on your new t. You have a lot of healing to do from this relationship. The other thought I had was, Are you sure you want to have 3 final sessions? I mean really closure for who? Is it just so t can feel better and feel like it was all nicely wrapped up? I know (as a BPD sister to you) that you are going to be in complete agony H@ll for those last three sessions. You don't have to torture yourself for another 150 minutes. I don't know just my thoughts. If I were in your shoes... Anyway I hope you can lean on PC and really work with your new t. I do believe that what she is doing is wrong. If people really understood borderline they would understand that time limited therapy is just so unbearable it isn't really an option. The fear of losing t is sooooo huge and unrelenting, no other work can be accomplished. I had to make a deal that with my t there would be contact in one way shape or form until one of us died before I could get on with therapy. XOXO to you. I wish I could sit with you and just be with you.