((((((((((Zoo))))))))))

I don't even know what to say...but I think I mainly want to say that you are NOT bad. For whatever reason, your T wasn't able to provide the consistency that you need...that EVERYONE needs in good therapy. It's been so painful to watch what you've had to go through for such a long time with her.

I can only imagine how painful it is, and I am SO SO sorry about that I wish I could be there and we could just sit together and knit and be warm and safe....just to try to help absorb even a teeny bit of the pain.

As awful as it is right now, I agree with ECHOES...in a way, it's like you've been set free. You don't have to stay stuck...you will find a way to use this experience to heal and grow. I know that about you.

Sending love and hugs. Keep an eye out for grace...it will find you.