Thank you Myself...I have been telling my Therapist it starts out as feeling like a layering of sorts..I must be getting triggered...when we talk about it later I get bits and pieces of the conversation or at times nothing everything is gone..but he says I am just sitting there staring at him..when I try and come back to soon I get hallucinations thrown at me, like a dual screen is occuring, he is in the back but the hallucination is in front of him, usually it is very visually graphic, and violent.and out of context of what we had started to discuss...and I can hear his voice, but very distant, cant make out words..but my attention is riveted on what I am seeing.but I just sit there, frozen, like behind the window, and the curtains get drawn shut..I have awoken with him staring at me..he knows I am gone, just not sure where..the best I could describe it was like a window with me on the other side of the payne..but when the alters are active and start I feel like a passenger when I try and take the wheel, I get thrown back behind the glass..like in a taxi, or bus...the images I am seeing could no way have happened..but I understand where it is coming from..thank you again Myself..