Can you get back into classes next semester? Surely your career cannot be down the toilet because you've had to miss a month of school. People get sick, hospitalized all the time. Try and see if you can work with the school to rearrange your schedule for the rest of the year to get back on track. If they need "proof" that you've been sick, visit a doctor and try to get a note or diagnosis saying that you have been suffering from severe depression. Be honest and tell the doctor how you have been feeling and what has been going on. I refuse to believe that your future career is ruined becuase of this.

And don't listen to people who tell you to get your life back on track to "make him jealous". Get your life back on track for yourself. If your goal is to lose weight and look great, then do it for you. Goals are so much more rewarding when you set them and meet them for YOU, not for anyone else. You need to forget about him and move on.

I know you're in a low place right now. Try to deal with the school stuff first. It must seem like a daunting task, but start small. Just pick up the phone and call the Uni. Baby steps. One little victory, and you will start to feel better about yourself. I promise.